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Fly Away [04 Sep 2006|07:46pm]
Could fallen angels die?

It was something Simon had wondered over on more than one occasion. He’d been through his fair share of scrapes; hell, it had only been a few weeks since a pair of burly burgundy demon brothers had held his head underwater for a series of long intervals – longer than he should have been able to survive. Luke had told him to leave, and he did, but still he wondered…

It just seemed so wrong, leaving like that. He knew things could go bad – there was always trouble when you’re stealing from a mobbed up demon hell-bent on seeing you dead. Seeing Luke shot, though… all that blood… it was enough to make him wonder if the invincibility they had believed in all these years wasn’t just a fairy tale the Fallen told themselves at night, to make the exile a little easier.

And then he had to go and get someone else involved. The girl hadn’t been at fault, of course, obviously only in the scam for the money. Simon had known it could go sour, but he hadn’t thought it could go that bad.

Even in his worst case scenario imaginings, he never saw himself sitting on a flight to Vegas with a briefcase of stolen money and a stripper at his side.

How cliché.

Leah was quietly steaming in the seat beside Simon. They'd left on such short notice that she'd barely had time to pack a few things at her apartment before they'd been on the flight to Vegas.

To tell the truth, she'd been thinking about coming out here for a while, ever since she'd graduated high school and started at the club. But she'd been comfortable where she was and just hadn't been able to get up the courage or motivation to leave Springville for good. Now fate had taken things into its own hands.

The landlord had been happy to do as Leah asked, and was having her things packed for her to be sent as soon as she found a place. Thank God she had used a fake name and ID with Iago. The demon was scary, to say the least.

Was that Luke guy dead? It sure had looked that way.

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[13 May 2006|11:09pm]
"Fuckin' hate doing this, ya know? Gets my hands all the fuckin purpley," the large burly demon with the vermillion skin commented absently to his equally red brother and fellow enforcer, as they held Simon's head beneath the chemically-treated blue toilet water.

"Purpley isn't a word, retard," the brother replied, punching the first to speak heard in the shoulder with his free hand.

After another long moment, they together pulled Simon out of the water by his hair. Gasping for breath, he gagged and spewed out the blue-tinted water, splashing it all over the floor.

"Tell… telll Iago I'll get him the money," he gasped.

"How'ya gonna do that, eh? No game in town is gonna take you in, owing so much to the big boss," Red Demon # 1 replied.

"I'll get the fucking money," Simon spat out. "You just gotta give me…"

"Time, we know. You been saying that everytime you get to breathe, douchebag. You're making our hands all purplish, you wanna just die and get it over with?" Red Demon #2 replied.

"Wait, what the fucking? Purplish is a word but purpley ain't?!" his brother cried out, annoyed.

Simon groaned. "Is this really the appropriate time for a discussion on grammar?"

The two demons frowned at him, and seconds later he was back under the water.

"You know, we should get Greaser to cough up some money for some of that Lava soap. I'm s'posed to be hooking up with this hot vamp from Scarsdale later tonight, and with purple hands? No way," the first demon said, shaking his head.

"Aw, shit, I forgot about that. I'm supposed to go break some legs in the fuckin' city tonight too. Let's just toss this jackass and remind him what he owes already. I'm sick of the this shit," his brother replied. As if on cue, Simon began his usual run-out-of-air struggle and they yanked him out and tossed him into the corner of the dirty gas station bathroom.

"Right, so, get the cash. Or we'll kill ya," Big Red told him sternly.

"And then kill your family," Big Red's brother added.

Simon coughed, shaking his head. "Yeah, cos I'm afraid of demons with purple hands."

The subsequent head injury left him waking up in a dumpster three miles away the next morning.
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Black 13 [28 Mar 2006|07:42pm]
Round and round and round she goes. Where she stops, well… if it was rigged, it'd be anywhere but Red 36.

Simon was sweating. He had picked thirty-six for a very good reason; it was his thirty-sixth turn on the table and if his luck didn't kick in, it would be his thirty-sixth straight loss.

And he just didn't have that kind of money.

Pacifist Demon Gambler )

Simon sighed, peering down at his black and white checkered sneakers, as if they might have the answer to his problems.

"Well, fuck."
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Drive [15 Feb 2006|03:48pm]
Terri was feeling tired, as if every muscle in her body was weighed down by some unseen force. Of course, she was working a long shift and damned if she was going to show any sort of fatigue on the job. She enjoyed her job, and every quirk it brought her. She grinned at one of the regular attendants of the Haeven, and watched the door absently for new people that might come in. Her skillful eye didn't distract her from the conversation, though, and she kept talking as she cleaned glasses and served drinks.

The Haeven wasn't too busy that night, but she didn't mind the lack of drunken bastards screaming and hooting at everything that walked by with a pair of C’s and a nice ass. Even when they were there, Terri was stuck behind the bar, so she couldn't quite understand how it felt to have your ass feeling like a pin cushion at the end of the night.

And for that... she was grateful.

Terri arched an eyebrow when she heard someone call her, and turned her attention to the person with a smile. "Jus' a second, sir." She bid her farewell to her first conversationalist, and headed over to the second man, talking as she served him his drink. "Here y'are, sir." She set the drink down in front of him, and moved down the bar, checking on everyone sitting there.

The waitresses had the tables. She had the bar. It worked out nicely that way, because she didn't have to deal with that damn awful Danielle. She was just... ugh. The girl was snotty, and it was amazing how she kept her job. But until she was fired, Terri'd have to deal with it. And she'd do it with a smile, too.

It was the end of a long day. Or at least, getting closer to it. Simon had been on family duty which he enjoyed more than he cared to admit, but it was getting damn tiring. The whole ‘big brother’ thing had grown on him over the years; truth be told, it was kinda cool to have someone looking up to him. For most of his life, he’d been rejected.

The demons didn’t want him. He wasn’t completely one of them. The beings of light – be them what they may, angels, Slayers, fighters for good and truth – rejected him as evil without so much as a second glance. He felt slighted. Smited. But waltzing around as Simon Wilde and not the nameless fallen soul he had been for years had changed all that.

There were people who cared about him. Loved him. It was weird, but kinda cool. He’d spent the day with his youngest sister, Maggie, who was still upset over her new braces but getting use to the idea, once she saw Simon’s own geeky eighth grade photo and laughed over it for an hour or two. Bowl of popcorn, a couple Bruce Willis movies later, and Mom and Dad were home, Maggie asleep and Simon free to go his own way.

He smiled at the name of the bar as he entered. Haeven. How fitting.

Terri looked up when she spotted the man who entered, and she looked faintly amused. She didn't call out to him, though. She wasn't a welcome wagon, and if she didn't have to act peachier than usual, she wouldn't. That was that. Terri continued to serve drinks, and waited for him to come to the bar.

The conversation she was having was getting interesting, but her attention was on the mystery man who just entered Haeven. She was amused, mostly because he was new and she bet he'd be uncomfortable if the waitresses treated him like they treated the regulars. She managed to get a waitress and warn her, "Think that's a new guy. Take it easy."

The answer was a simple "'Kay Ter.", and the waitress was off to serve tables again, not too worried about the new man. Terri, however, couldn't quite get over it. She wanted to know who he was, damnit!

Simon sidled to the bar, just barely whistling a tune. Damn Maggie and her Bruce Willis fascination. That was one thing about the kid he had never understood – though he didn’t object most of the time, cos movies where something or other got blown to hell a few times were his favorite kind. They’d finished with Hudson Hawk and he’d been whistling ‘Swingin’ On a Star’ ever since.

He smiled at the bartender, took a seat and absently drummed his fingers on the bartop in a habitual manner.
“Hey,” he called in his usual cheerful manner. “So is this place meant to be ‘heaven’ or ‘haven’? Cos I could pronounce it either way the way you got it on the sign.”

Terri looked over when he neared the bar, and smiled, wandering over after she served another drink. "Hey there." She greeted, smiling at him. Then she thought, and grinned. "Haven. It's pr'nounced Haven." She nodded to him. "So, what can I get'cha?" She asked clearly, smiling at him as she worked on cleaning a few glasses that were sitting there waiting for her.

Terri watched Simon curiously, and smirked. "You're new here, aren'cha?" She asked. "I mean, I've never seen you in the bar before, an' I've worked here and awful long bit'a time." She smiled at him. "So this is your first time here, innit?" Terri looked curious as she eyed Simon, judging him absently based on his looks. And his voice, which wasn't very unpleasant to her ears.

Of course, when you haven't been with a guy in ages, you aren't very picky when you see a good-looking one. Of course, Terri didn't say anything, she simply waited for his order.

Simon was tempted to tell her he’d been in many times and they’d spoken before, knowing that she just might believe if he used the right tone and the right smile, but something stopped him. He knew exactly what it was: he always felt a little less like lying after spending time with the family.

“Well I live in the city,” he explained. “I just keep finding my way out here, I guess. And I’ll take an MGD with a sambuca chaser, if you don’t mind.”

She smiled a little bit and nodded. "Sure thing, sir." Terri worked on the drink patiently, and looked up, smiling. "No reason why you just keep wanderin' out to our little slice'a New York?" She asked gently as she made the drink, before sliding it to him. Most people had reasons for escaping the city.

Even she did, really. Sometimes she just forgot what it was for a little while. Especially after working at Haeven and realizing there really was no place like the bar after all.

Simon shrugged, a slow easy gesture. Springville was an odd little town, that he knew. It was different. It made him feel different, on occasion. Like the other night, in the strip club, acting like a cocky little bastard. He knew better, really. The type of guys who gathered in the back room were the type to get angry over a few gambling losses.

The type to take it out on the winner, or the girl trying to smooth things over. But that was all over now. Maggie had her braces, so why dwell?

Still, Springville had a reputation. He had heard a whisper here and there.

He smiled and lied through his teeth; “No idea. Maybe it’s all the pretty bartenders.”

She smirked slightly at his comment, and rolled her eyes. "Flattery's said t'get'chu nowhere, hon." She pointed out in amusement. "I'm Terri, by th'way." She held her hand out, smiling as she watched him. "You're usually from Buffalo, though?" She frowned. "What's it like?"

Of course, she knew what it was like. Or, what it was like, in any case. She left years ago, after the fire, and didn't come back to Buffalo. It'd be her luck that the one time she did go back, she'd run into her parents. That wasn't something Terri looked forward to. She hardly entertained the idea, and she'd be damned if it actually came true. Parents weren't good for Terri's health.

Simon shrugged again. “Eh. It’s Buffalo. Nothing to write home about, unless of course you live there, in which case its nothing to really talk about. I got a place downtown, most of my family still lives in Sloan. It’s just home, I guess.”

There that word was again. Family. Something inside of him sparked and fizzled at the thought; he had been worshipped once, and now he was more concerned over a few bags of meat and bone he’d been thrown with. He sighed to himself; those thoughts came once in a while, and always in Springville.

She sighed and rubbed her eyes, amused. "I wouldn't know. Haven' been there in a damn long time. And I don't plan on bein' there any time soon." Terri grinned at him quietly and shook her head, watching him. "What's th'family like?" She looked curious. Family was a prospect she didn't know like everyone else. Her family was two guys who shared the house with her and her "cousin", and a dog who died when she was seventeen.

Terri moved away for a minute or two, and was back again, grinning sheepishly. "Sorry 'bout that." She nodded to the patrons of the bar. "I'm the only one workin' the bar most nights, so." She grinned at Simon, and worked on cleaning a few glasses that she gathered as she walked down the bar and back again.

Simon chuckled and nodded, vaguely remembering his own stint as a bartender a few decades back in his old body; it’d been hell and a little bit rowdy, but fun enough in its own right. The body itself had left something lacking. He found himself a little too well suited to the new set of skin on occasion.

“Yeah, they oughtta get you some help. How’s a guy like me supposed to get anywhere if you keep walking away?” Remember his beer, he picked up the bottle, slick with the sweat of condensation, and downed half of it in own pull before knocking back the sambuca. “The family? It’s fucking crazy. Pardon the language. I got five sisters and three brothers. Crazy Catholic parents. And an ancient cat named, I kid you not, Onion. The cat still lives at home. I don’t.”

She laughed quietly and shook her head. "I don't mind it, Haeven don't get too busy. When it does, I just have a few waitresses helpin' out behind the bar for a little bit." She grinned at Simon. "And I'm sorry that you don't seem to be gettin' anywhere with me walkin' away." She smirked at him and rolled her eyes playfully.

Terri listened to his little bit about family, and snorted quietly. "I had... a mom, a dad, and then I left." She shrugged. "Went to Cali, lived with my cousin, two guys who shared the house with us by livin' in the two extra bedrooms, and a dog named Cody. He got hit by a car when I was seventeen." She smiled sheepishly. "Then I moved here to Springville, an' I've been here an' on my own since." Terri smiled and shook her head. "Can't complain, though."

“I’ve been to California,” Simon mused, finishing off his beer as an afterthought. It had been a long time since he’d been out west. Long time. Old body, old days. One day he’d have to write a book about it. “Been awhile, though,” he relented.

“So, Terri,” he began, than paused. “Uh… I’m Simon, by the way.”

She smiled. "It's been a few years since I was in California." She shrugged slightly. "I left my cousin's place and didn't look back." She snorted, rubbing her neck.

Terri arched an eyebrow and eyed Simon, smirking slightly. "Simon, cute name." She smiled at him, and watched curiously, faintly amused. She was curious as to what he was going to ask her. You didn't begin a sentence with 'So, Terri' without being ready to ask some sort of question...

Simon nodded, half a smile playing on his lips before his head and gaze dropped to the bartop, eyes closed and short chuckles escaping him. He raised his head back up with a half-apologetic smile and a sparkle of amusement in his eyes.

“You know, I think it was a question. But I completely forgot what the hell it was.”

He was always doing that. Walking into rooms, forgetting what he was there for. Forgetting his point mid-sentence, forgetting a question as he asked it. He’d found himself so often pausing upstairs, sitting at the top of the steps and thinking, as a kid after hurtling up the staircase for his bedroom on a quest for some unknown object that his brothers had jokingly drawn a square on the top step in red permanent marker and wrote in it ‘Simon’s thinking spot’. Of course, his parents had been thrilled. The mark was still there.

His smile grew. “Sorry. Did I mention I’m a moron?”

She laughed quietly and shook her head. "I see." Terri smirked at him, and shook her head. "No, I don't think you did." Terri replied with a gentle dryness to her tone, eyes dancing with amusement. "But that's okay. You're cute enough to get away with it." Terri blinked at what she said, and smiled sheepishly, shrugging at him.

Terri watched him, and shrugged. "It's alright, though. If you remember it, tell me, hm?" She grinned at him, and shook her head. Then she gave him a curious glance. "So what brought you t'Haeven tonight, anyway?" She asked after a thoughtful pause, her brown eyes dancing as she watched him.

“Well, I was looking for adventure on the high seas, but the Navy ain’t in town recruiting and I don’t think the little sailor hat would work out for me anyway, so I decided to settle for adventure in a small town bar,” Simon told her, rhythmically tapping his fingers on the bartop without really noticing he was doing it.
Would you like to swing on a star…

He shrugged. “Truthfully, though?” A few old acquaintances would’ve cringed hearing him say the word ‘truthfully. “I don’t really know. Get in the Jeep, pick a direction, drive. That’s about it. Whatever catches my eye.”

She smiled slightly and nodded. "That's how a lot of the regulars started out. Just picked a spot on th'map and wound up here. Fate'n all that." Terri grinned at him and shrugged. "That's how I got workin' here too, actually." She rubbed her neck sheepishly and laughed. "What can I say, fate deals us damn weird cards."

Terri watched him and shrugged slightly. "It isn't always that bad though." She grinned. "Fate, I mean." Terri shrugged. "Sometimes it deals really weird cards, but... It works out. Usually." Well... Most often. Terri thought bemusedly, grinning and shaking her head as she cleaned another glass expertly.
“I don’t put too much in the cards we’re dealt,” Simon replied with half a smile. After all, card games were his forte. “Even if you get dealt a shitty hand, you can always bluff your way out, right?”

Terri grinned and shrugged. "Yeah, you can. But sometimes you can't avoid gettin' caught." Terri smirked at him slightly and got herself a drink, writing something down and stuffing the paper into her pocket to keep track of the drinks she was having, so she could take the money out of her check.

"But anyway." She grinned at him. "...." She looked amused. "I forgot what I was gonna say." She shook her head and laughed quietly. "Seems to be contagious, huh?" Terri smirked at Simon in amusement.

“Nah, not contagious. It’s just my astounding wit and magnetic charm,” he replied with an overdone seductive look and comical wiggling of his eyebrows. Inwardly, he wondered how old she was. She looked young, but since she was tending bar he knew she’d have to be over 21. Which was always a plus.

She laughed quietly and shook her head. "Right, I'm sure that's what it is." Terri gave him a dry, skeptical look, arching an eyebrow to match. She couldn't quite help the giggle that escaped her lips, though, so she let it out quietly, shaking her head. "Y'want another drink?" She eyed him curiously, crouching down below the bar to put glasses away and organize the bottles subconsciously.

“Ya know, I would, but I can’t. Gotta drive home, right?” Simon replied. On the air he’d caught the scent of a very, very bad liar… very nearby. Trying to bluff through Black Mariah with nothing but pocket twos. Idiot. “I should go. Maybe I’ll run into you again sometime?”

Terri smiled. "Well I'm here most nights, so I'm sure if you wanted to run into me, you could just find y'way back here." Terri grinned and shrugged. "And even when I'm not here, y'just ask one of the girls. They always know where I am." Terri was slightly scared by that fact, because they really did know she had no life. She was either at work or at home. Never anywhere else.

Simon laughed, standing up as he peeled a few bills out of his wallet and dropped them on the bar to cover his drinks and leave a generous tip. He leaned forward and said in a somewhat conspiratorial manner, “See, that’s what I was thinking, I’d just come in looking for ya, but I was trying to make it sound all cool and nonchalant.” He pulled back and winked. “See ya around,” he called, and headed out the door.

Terri smiled at him, and then looked down. She blinked at the money, and smiled slightly, shaking her head. She put the tip in her pocket, and the money under the bar in a safe. And then she was off, serving people again and thinking about Simon, curiosity peaking.
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A Friendly Game of Cards [05 Feb 2006|12:12am]
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Leah was done with her sets for the night, she had an agreement the other girls to do no more than three shows on the weekends, not wanting them to be too hostile towards her. She could easily have done more, the high usually lasted until she got home and then would sleep until two in the afternoon if she did more than that.

The card from the Marie had been tucked away in her purse and promptly forgotten. No matter how tempting the offer there had to be strings attached. Best let it sit for a while and see if the lawyer was still interested later on, if Leah remembered to call.

She got up from her perch in the dressing room and wrapped her robe about her again to head into the back room. There was always some sort of game going on and Huey liked it when the dancers went back and schmoozed with the high rollers, they usually consumed the most booze and the house got a skim off the winnings.

”Hello boys,” she said brightly, coming into the room “Who’s winning tonight?”

If there was a game, Simon could find it. He hit the few casinos they had in Buffalo now and again, and even set up trips to Atlantic City and Vegas a couple times a year just to soak up the atmosphere as he made his fortune at the tables. His favorite games, though, were the ones played in back rooms at bars and strip clubs; clandestine, high-stakes, dangerous and, best of all, totally illegal.

He didn’t know a face at the table. This was a new game for him. He found a regular group of players every few months and joined in for a time, careful never to overstep his bounds and let a little too much of his talent for trickery show through. People got pissed. People got violent. And he had three scarred over stab wounds and one bullet hole to prove it.

The bullet had really been a pain in the ass, too. That had been his favorite hat.

He looked up as some broad walked in, barely registering her face before turning back to his cards. Not the greatest hand, but he could work with it.

“Hey, is somebody gonna call or what? I got a game to win here.”

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Leah nodded, part of her wanted to try and get him to give her the money, but a little voice inside her head told her that would be a very bad idea. Instead she finished off her coke and smiled at him.
"Well, I'm glad I could help," she told him, and stood to leave. It was time to go get cleaned up and dressed in regular clothes anyway before heading home. "Take care of yourself and maybe I'll see you around." She held out a hand "I'm Leah, by the way."

"Simon," he replied, shaking her hand before downing the last of his beer. "Nice to meet ya. Catch ya later." He headed outside, straight to his Jeep. He could catch a few hours sleep before heading to his parents with the 'prize money'.

Leah shook her head and made her way back to the dressing rooms.

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